現狀

不覺得自己在做甚麼對的事情，似乎一切一切都被否決然後被忽略，就算自己真的付出過，真心的無奈的，都沒有好結果。在乎的人我不希望增加他們的負擔，所以選擇把一切放在心上。


知道自己從來不是一個好的選擇，我認命；知道自己不應該奢望甚麼，我認命；知道世界從來都不公平，我認命；只是太多太多的看開，似乎只會讓我對世界失望。就算不至於絕望，可是我寧可逃避，讓自己可以舒服地松口氣。


捨棄了又如何？專注不一定就會達到理想。


越來越討厭這個世界。

Disheartening

I thought I would cry, but I didn’t
Never had I realized I had been toughened, to even control over such awful moment
When I heard about the truth that my heart shattered


I knew that I was ready
So the damage was really minimal
Yet breaking down is so tempting
So I smiled and looked afar


How I hoped I could cry

My love is unconditional, for photography and violin.

<3

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